Latest Episodes

Kris Saim shares a letter he originally planned to hold onto until he entered hospice care. It is a letter of boundless gratitude written to his "Gs,” his community of nearly 800 colleagues at Gale. Instead of saving his final words for the end, Kris is choosing to speak them out loud today, while the people who earned them can actually hear them.

The Weight of Silence: How the secrets we keep to survive eventually become the walls that isolate us.

Kris Saim reads an unsent letter to a former best friend who stepped away right after his stage four cancer diagnosis. But this isn't an episode about anger—it's a masterclass in true forgiveness.

The 10 Questions You're Afraid to Ask Me

Kris reunites with Kathie McCormally, his high school drama and English teacher, for a conversation over 30 years in the making.

This week’s episode takes us on a journey back to the beginning of a 30-year friendship. Kris is joined by Jenne Schwinn to discuss the messy, traumatic, and ultimately beautiful reality of growing up together.

In this tender and powerful episode of Dying Out Loud, host Kristopher Saim welcomes back his dear friend and grief coach, Jen Ripa, creator of Thrivologie and the "Creative Cocoon." Jen shares her profound personal journey of loss—first the death of her 16-year-old son, Oliver, to cancer, followed four years later by the passing of her husband of 25 years.

Caught completely by surprise, Kris listens as Anthony reads a letter that pieces his own heart back together.

Kris sits down with his husband and producer, Anthony, to share a life-altering update: the decision to terminate chemotherapy.

Kristopher reunites with Mandi Botic, a friend whose loyalty has spanned nearly 20 years and multiple zip codes, from Kansas City to New York and LA.